I recently was put into a deep anasthetic sleep, and, for three hours. For three beautiful quiet unaware hours, I was not affected at all by the wars raging all around us.
Then, and I guess they had to, they woke me up and sent me back to the world I had taken a brief rest from.
Yep, nothing had changed. Well, not for the better.
But, something is changing in me.
I have a very left leaning liberal aunt who is perfectly opposite me on the political spectrum. Just before I left the hospital, I read a post from her on facebook. A normal (for her) rant about the evils of the current leader and anyone who would support his actions.
And, you know what I did?
I scrolled right on by.
I didn’t even get mad!
A scripture jumped into my mind (some of you know how that happens) that I haven’t thought about in some time.
Psalms 131:2 But I have calmed and quieted my soul, I am like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child I am content.
I think I am!
This journey through life certainly has its ups and downs, its highs and lows, but every aspect of the life we live adds color and shading and depth to what others see in us as we discover the navigational tricks of finding our way.
I am fully aware as to “how bad things are getting”.
But, I am being shown, over, and over, and over, that I am who I am, where I am, and going through the things I am going through for a purpose.
Not the purpose of the “UNIVERSE” as those in the world, teetering on the edge of real life, like to say.
It’s kind of like, when a child is weaned from his mother, he begins a learning process that is slowly moving him toward who he was born to be as he becomes an adult.
There really is an order and a purpose to the events in my life,
and as I connect to the Father, and accept the plans that He has for me, I find myself held inside that cloud of contentment.
I know He is there because He changed me.
When He changed me, I found out how much He loves me. And, I did nothing to deserve that love.
But, in His love, He put that love in my heart.
A love that even reaches my enemies.
I hope my aunt can receive this love from the Father, too!
It feels really good to know that He is the One who is driving.